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oh, its called fruit plus, not chew-on-it uwah, gomen gomen, warui warui, ore ga warukatta -------------------------------------------- i admit to the mistake of not giving you the benefit of the doubt ore ga warukatta ------ they are nice after a while, when everything's gonna end ------ i do not wish for everyone to be likeable save me the trouble of liking them -+-+-+-+-+-+- thfourteenth smirks
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need to buy 2 packets of chew on it sweets, one packet is not even to last the whole week
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im gonna break this, i carn not voice it out
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i would have lost an innocent joy
you would have gain temporary peace
but would you really have this peace,
knowing that i have lost the only thing which i take joy in?
the only thing that matters to me?
it matters so much,
it doesn't matter what i lose to get it
do you even know that i take joy and pride in it?
you do not understand, do you
cause you have ever been one
you have never been a pianist
have you ever felt the joy of the keys
the sharp notes coming out
the loudness and softness bending to your will
you are in control
in control of the music
do you feel it coarsing through your blood
the thrilling sensation?
the overwhelming and overpowering need
for music
ha, do you it'll be noise i guess
pirates of carribean
ever heard of it?
its magnificient, majestic
you say its noise, you are uncomfortable
what better thing to say to a musician
and you mock my tone deafness
you blame it on my playing
my loud talking
you see no advantage to talking loud,
i dunt.
i see enthusiasm in my voice,
loudness, eagerness
mean two different worlds to me
you'll never be able to see that right?
you know, im starting to have some rules around in this house
dun talk back even if the facts are wrong and you are wronged
dun talk about anything except things you should know aka grades and notifications
do anything you tell me to, never question
dun play pieces that you feel are noisy
speak softly and calmly
it has always been the same,
never changing, a fool i am for only realising it now
it is unnatural
it is not logical
i carn feel myself anymore
it is going numb
im becoming someone i dun even know
someone who might not even be 'one'
i dunno when i can relax
when there's no one around?
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i have declared that i shall not update my blog (except to update this post) 1. Checkpoint 1: Converting Numbers to Standard Form, vice versa 2. Checkpoint 2a: Adding in Standard Form 3. Checkpoint 3: Multiplying in Standard Form 4. Checkpoint 4: Dividing in Standard Form ! these didnt even hit 99 -.- 5. Quadratic Graphs: Interpretation & use ex 1 6. Trigonometry: Solving Triangles (Level 4) 7. Tips and Help for 3D solids (i knew it; thank you)8. Circular Measure 9. Quiz on Cylinder, Spheres, Cones and Pyramids 10. Similar Figures/ Solids ~ 0 or not even touched. im sad. [edit] there has been addings 11. E-checkpoint 1 - Describing relationships of sets [edit] 12. E-checkpoint 2 - Venn Diagrams [/edit] 13. E-assignment ~ when am i gonna ever finish! [/edit]
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okay lemme do some kind of check here soooo... im writing four. one on tango; out for dinner two on random; based on science sympossium(?-possum) three on m o v; changing the script four on au; totally my fic magicians and all wheee okay, i have dinner now at 9:15 (yeah, wotcha staring at) and i have clorets... okay, someone gave me the idea of swallowing it (why didnt i think of that?) hmm just got scolded for being on computer (shakes head, wet hair splattering droplets everywhere) dinner; now. (yeah, wotcha big eying eh?) (eyes back) its just late dinner!
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teito frau castor labrador ayanami zehel feist verloren fia hakuren mikage whos which whichs who? this is confusing... 7 district 7 god house 7 tickets to land of seele wait, whos lance? uwahh, this is hard ps neighbour playing moonlight sonata bleuuu!! i play first d lurhs what a sucker i almost wrote midnight sonatina lurrrghhs! i lueerve making new words, omoishiro-ish (:
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today's strings was very very funn!! i love Diminished Chords!! <3 tmr's FPS cancelled. im sad. dunnno whats the reason. i have my suspicion, but like everything else. give it the benefit of the doubt. mixed feelings about today. i dunno whats this empty helpless feeling. i dunno how to get it away. i living life day by day. whether or not its a good way, we'll know sooner or later nya?
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you know you forgot something! tomorrow come back must do horh, so naughty. and there's still another thing indulgent girl go sink yourself in indulgent juice juice juice aozu juice see if you'll stay alive then you'll be better than your tensai sweetheart 
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i know the month is coming, but do not send me any stupid scary msgs lest i kill myself in horror
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im sleeping early; head splitting and sneezing, and no one's gonna stop me. so there.
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a poem thought of in the bathroom hopefully not taken to the courtroom in jest or mock irony, shoes and socks please, blogging so the curious will find and the subject would be kind -der the world has gone to the dogs the criteria for teachers have fogged to the olden guide please infer in dhs no differ teach civil moral ed. them have not it yet mocked students and called them names thou begging for fame? call you not dear teacher your name to me lost forever not on purpose i swure but now im assured its true its gone somewhere cold and no fond students and teachers have fought bloodied history a real fantasy pray take these with pinch of salt respect all or death will come a'knocking on your door
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i see nothing good about monday. it should end earlier. tuesday is normal. screams on presentation. wednesday, nothing's on. perhaps LA might apparate thursday is great. no school. friday is dreadful. cca day.
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守诺言就像保卫你的荣誉一样； 一言既出，驷马难追。 五马六马，七八九
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its going crazy again till i dont understand leave it there lying arising with pride and ego knowing that its not gonna show still do it anyway faith and hope combination powerful with strength and glory
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it has just occurred to me that tomorrow would not be such a good day
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now, before i start this week or end my life(ves) allow me to wish my good luck. Gambatte yo~ and all the best. what better way to start the week with a cliche ending off note what better way to end my lives (fe) with such cliche-ness. ew.
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tired screwed irritated when life gives you a train wreak, its best to spread the debris out. but all in all, you still have to clean it all up. and weep the bloods and tears. either way, its rotten eggs and squash lemons.
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new season new bishies new story go Jin! go Keigo! go Syusuke! go Kunimitsu! go Mizuki! still got who ... lets just see Seiichi... Sanada... wheeeeee. so sad, season starts end August. tudou. i hart you. but i hart the bishies even more(:
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dun bother counting this as a post. im unhappy. unsatisfied digusted. gah! this is turning into a new post. (lights up) this is the 81st! which is 9 squared, 3 to power of 4... aruuggh! maths. ps:this is called madness-only-the-person-knows a.k.a 自己发狂
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(this is all in jest- easily offended people- turn away) why should we not go down for flagrising?similarities: we are all standing, we are all singing, we are all saying only difference: whether we are standing under the sun or not so.. does standing under the sun proves our love and loyalty? i do not think so. besides there are other ways to prove it... certainly standing there and getting sunstroke does not.. (this aggravates)certainly standing there and turning tan does no good too (this is utter crap)certainly standing there and turning into something not looks like a sgrean is no help either (...)conclusion: we should continue our time in class x] drinking tea is a waste of resources, really you see, pouring water so many times away just to wash the leaves and the cups... imagine having many friends over for tea. That'll be lots and lots of water for rinsing and washing the cups (save water!) Water is a precious resource, earth has limited supply of it, so thus we should not drink tea. So, what better use for these leaves? ah, this is where our science applications come in x] plants' leaves are there for balancing the amount of carbon dioxide, which contribute to the greenhouse effects, which is now aggravated to the status of global warming. not drinking tea thus allows you to drink water (surely you can drink plain water- of course up to standard)therefore allowing little waste of water. not using the leaves for tea, would allow the balancing of carbon dioxide. of course, if you want to bring it into another level, lesser land space would be reduce as you know, tea is very picky in the places where they grow, and these land space can be used for more important things like you-know-what, one use of the land causes the other uses if same space of land to be lost. conclusion: we should not drink tea xoxo, you know you love me, thfourteenth
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stubborn and unwavering, standing at the ready
and unflattered by power
She has a sense of self-respect that runs close to arrogance,
as well as an unshakeable self-confidence and belief
She would not bow her head unreasonably
close to pure, that is, in eyes
She is amused, shown in her hardened black eyes
I wonder why?
Do you wonder what she does when she is not happy?
saa dou kana.. i know you do not want to know
its probably mind-blowing-ly terrifying
she is like a total control freak
And she is the one true perfectionist
Plus she's an utter egotist
She wonders why she is irrational
a questioned unanswered for five hundred and forty nine years
She is starting to feel the pull of music, and of life
and she wonders if she can live with it
whether or not she is capable
and she needs someone beside her,
supporting her quietly from the shadows
while she does her stuffs
She wishes there's someone
sometimes, its the Lord that's all that she wants
She also feels like she is blabbering
love it when she pays absolute attention to you
and special cares for you too
saa... see how you gether her data...
mada mada dane
number of deaths: 13
impending: 1
this is blog is dedicated to:
3. dedicated to those of manipulative minds
2. supportive of higher-order thinking
1. encouraging all purveyors of believable lies
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