notmyheart/ apathetically

thisisnotmyheart

Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 12:41 AM
my neighbour totoro

totoro...

a tiny one.. a little one and a really roarrrrr huge one*(:
totoro... xD

spirited away ka...

Spirited Away Pictures, Images and Photos

hahahaha!!!

Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 12:21 AM
end of years makes me spin

im confused and distressed

many a things finding mess

in me and around me

think i carn tell the diff

between a mad man and me

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its all so lond winded

carn they cut it short

its not like they are going to accept

everyone and all

carn they play nice

and give more time

of cause help us with it too

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im feeling weird nowadays

i think im running out

i need to get away from school

i think im going mad

i think its the inner side

coming out

oh shit

thats bad

i must suppress and depress

hopefully lasting thru the hols and next year

think the orientation

is gonna affect me

for good or for bad

its still too early to say

i hope its the first one

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think of me

forever like this

in a good way definitely

lest it bends back at you

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 1:08 AM
hahahaha not.

depressing week really.
mon and tuesday- please dun even talk about it
and monday had strings and cello lesson. wow.
tuesday it DRAGGED. lunch w clarice and shuqing, it was uneventful tho....
wednesday proby cme trip and then home sweet home, to face the file of boxes to tidy and neat-en up.. its so depressing, i really have no words for it like really...
thursday highly chanceable that i'll be able to go celebrate shuqing's bdae- i'll bring enough money this time.... ><
friday is back to strings and cello lesson same time at 2.30... and proby end at same time which is 2.30 to 6pm. oh sigh, the terrible terrible sigh.
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dun think able to go for the RGS concerto thingy... cos im not gd enough, and when people are not good enough, they'll be stagehands, I SECOND THAT. really, no complains like really... REALLY. hahahaha. *cough* im hungry.
okay my cello is really bad but why need me when there's another year two OVER THERE and a splendid year one, seriously... HE'S GOOD MAN. im depressed again.
alright, next proby got more gd ones... people like me need to take charge of stagehands. I SECOND THAT. thank you.
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i wish more people tag this.
and sung too.
hahahahahaha.
yeah.

Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 12:42 AM
BUGS.

something's bugging.

i know not what it is.

but whatever it is.

if you know you are bugging,

bug away...

really mafan lurh. i mean, its so horrible. arugh.
i'll do a hoka-poka...
'go away go away,
mean old neighbour
take away take away
you loud and disgusting voice
move away move away
and tear your house down
buzz off buzz off
you are not welcomed here'

but thats not bugging...
i duno what.
serious.
haha

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:14 PM
FACEBOOK.

(taken from facebook)

Lim just know his/her mood prediction .Your Mood Prediction For Today is : Suprised

ERM. surprised? no... im not surprised my neighbour's an ass who's uncouth, uncivilised, unprincipaled. no, i'll take arragon anyday as a neighbour... he might have a personal sweeper who sweeps the leaves up PROPERLY.

@ 4:26 PM
clean up

sigh, just finished with erm... 2 storeys of the cupboard....

as usual, only half done and not at all touched the outside pile

the neighbour was being stupid. the adult. not the kiddo pianist-wannabe.

he only knew idoit- one vagarity. and he DARED to scold my mom.

cmon, grow up.

you shouted loud enough people in taiwan could hear.

IM SURE THEY'LL BE SO PROUD OF YOU.

im not stereotyping. i have a taiwan classmate and she's alright.

must be something the neighbour ate...

OH WAIT, carn blame the food... blame the digestive system! huhuhu~

act pro not pro, cmon.. how much can one person suck?

from today's show, clearly, you suck more than your mama can handle. YOUR mama.

smile girl, cos life's all but a game

and to win a game,

you annihilate the bad guys.

you can tell who the bad guys are

they act bad and tough

but these guys,

are the best to pull apart

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 2:40 AM
beethovan rondo to the maximum!

parrr-taay

its over
breathe's down
no time to grovel
no need to frown
just smile
and make merry
meat sweet
tinking tangle bells

i love this song!

oh yes, today went out with clar, jun, vic, qing(: sarrogates (?) totally rocked! haha, loved the movie and time spent together, it was really fun! thanks you guys all for giving me the best first date our with friends <3

Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 12:23 PM
memories just for you and me

memories in the forest

would you make them with me?

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havent seen you in a while
hadnt called you either
did you missed me?
the next time we do
would you like to accompany into the forest?
and make memories together?
in my own little green forest?
would you?

Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
2 more.

just 2 more papers and three more days
but im quite sure these two will kill.

Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 1:56 PM
cold as the moon

cold as the violin

splinters and cracks

woohoo! just three more papers... but its like 6 more torturous days... ahh.
do you understand the pain?
gah.

Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 12:54 PM
barely survived

tortured soul

see what you have done
imagery of a tortured love
bared you beneath
love me not, for all i care

1 down 7 more
9 more days

Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
twice the twenty four 'our

white strokes of fear

laughs, chance misfortune
why is they so complicated
i just realized
the scariest
bravery seems so little
the scanterings and incoherency
what bratness me talking?

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @ 1:10 AM
yaaaaaaaawn.

yaaaaaaaaaaawn.

sho sleepy

make way little orange head

human sized sleepy head, yawn, coming in.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 2:47 AM
putty cat? naw?

i taut i saw a putty cat

i mite hav taut vrong

but i did i did,

ooh grass, goof off

you know, its really nearing the exams

and im really scared

Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 2:49 AM
BAM!

enchanted

its a week more

it aint funny

they are bullying me

those pink fluffy bunnies

ahhh- ooof!

Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 12:57 PM
pawww.. pawpawpaw

pawing, pawww...

computer lab-ing

pawwing my way in...

sighh

10 more days

ps: i didnt make her cry.

@ 12:28 AM
bi-bi-bap

flyy!!

woof, see me fly

gooof;11 more days

scrwed

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the apathetic one

stubborn and unwavering, standing at the ready
and unflattered by power
She has a sense of self-respect that runs close to arrogance,
as well as an unshakeable self-confidence and belief
She would not bow her head unreasonably
close to pure, that is, in eyes

She is amused, shown in her hardened black eyes
I wonder why?
Do you wonder what she does when she is not happy?
saa dou kana.. i know you do not want to know
its probably mind-blowing-ly terrifying
she is like a total control freak
And she is the one true perfectionist
Plus she's an utter egotist
She wonders why she is irrational
a questioned unanswered for five hundred and forty nine years
She is starting to feel the pull of music, and of life
and she wonders if she can live with it
whether or not she is capable
and she needs someone beside her,
supporting her quietly from the shadows
while she does her stuffs
She wishes there's someone
sometimes, its the Lord that's all that she wants
She also feels like she is blabbering
love it when she pays absolute attention to you
and special cares for you too
saa... see how you gether her data...
mada mada dane

number of deaths: 13
impending: 1

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