Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 8:56 PM
pouting and sulking

dun bother counting this as a post.
im unhappy.
unsatisfied
digusted.
gah! this is turning into a new post.
(lights up) this is the 81st!
which is 9 squared, 3 to power of 4...
aruuggh! maths.

ps:this is called madness-only-the-person-knows a.k.a 自己发狂

stubborn and unwavering, standing at the ready
and unflattered by power
She has a sense of self-respect that runs close to arrogance,
as well as an unshakeable self-confidence and belief
She would not bow her head unreasonably
close to pure, that is, in eyes

She is amused, shown in her hardened black eyes
I wonder why?
Do you wonder what she does when she is not happy?
saa dou kana.. i know you do not want to know
its probably mind-blowing-ly terrifying
she is like a total control freak
And she is the one true perfectionist
Plus she's an utter egotist
She wonders why she is irrational
a questioned unanswered for five hundred and forty nine years
She is starting to feel the pull of music, and of life
and she wonders if she can live with it
whether or not she is capable
and she needs someone beside her,
supporting her quietly from the shadows
while she does her stuffs
She wishes there's someone
sometimes, its the Lord that's all that she wants
She also feels like she is blabbering
love it when she pays absolute attention to you
and special cares for you too
saa... see how you gether her data...
mada mada dane

number of deaths: 13
impending: 1


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3. dedicated to those of manipulative minds
2. supportive of higher-order thinking
1. encouraging all purveyors of believable lies