end of years makes me spin

im confused and distressed
many a things finding mess
in me and around me
think i carn tell the diff
between a mad man and me
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its all so lond winded
carn they cut it short
its not like they are going to accept
everyone and all
carn they play nice
and give more time
of cause help us with it too
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im feeling weird nowadays
i think im running out
i need to get away from school
i think im going mad
i think its the inner side
coming out
oh shit
thats bad
i must suppress and depress
hopefully lasting thru the hols and next year
think the orientation
is gonna affect me
for good or for bad
its still too early to say
i hope its the first one
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think of me
forever like this
in a good way definitely
lest it bends back at you