Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 1:08 AM
hahahaha not.

depressing week really.
mon and tuesday- please dun even talk about it
and monday had strings and cello lesson. wow.
tuesday it DRAGGED. lunch w clarice and shuqing, it was uneventful tho....
wednesday proby cme trip and then home sweet home, to face the file of boxes to tidy and neat-en up.. its so depressing, i really have no words for it like really...
thursday highly chanceable that i'll be able to go celebrate shuqing's bdae- i'll bring enough money this time.... ><
friday is back to strings and cello lesson same time at 2.30... and proby end at same time which is 2.30 to 6pm. oh sigh, the terrible terrible sigh.
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dun think able to go for the RGS concerto thingy... cos im not gd enough, and when people are not good enough, they'll be stagehands, I SECOND THAT. really, no complains like really... REALLY. hahahaha. *cough* im hungry.
okay my cello is really bad but why need me when there's another year two OVER THERE and a splendid year one, seriously... HE'S GOOD MAN. im depressed again.
alright, next proby got more gd ones... people like me need to take charge of stagehands. I SECOND THAT. thank you.
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i wish more people tag this.
and sung too.
hahahahahaha.
yeah.

stubborn and unwavering, standing at the ready
and unflattered by power
She has a sense of self-respect that runs close to arrogance,
as well as an unshakeable self-confidence and belief
She would not bow her head unreasonably
close to pure, that is, in eyes

She is amused, shown in her hardened black eyes
I wonder why?
Do you wonder what she does when she is not happy?
saa dou kana.. i know you do not want to know
its probably mind-blowing-ly terrifying
she is like a total control freak
And she is the one true perfectionist
Plus she's an utter egotist
She wonders why she is irrational
a questioned unanswered for five hundred and forty nine years
She is starting to feel the pull of music, and of life
and she wonders if she can live with it
whether or not she is capable
and she needs someone beside her,
supporting her quietly from the shadows
while she does her stuffs
She wishes there's someone
sometimes, its the Lord that's all that she wants
She also feels like she is blabbering
love it when she pays absolute attention to you
and special cares for you too
saa... see how you gether her data...
mada mada dane

number of deaths: 13
impending: 1


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